There's the rub. If it's Baby of the Blade Angst, then she wasn't exactly thinking clearly.

[Looking over with a quirk of her lip. A sympathy tell.]

Ops like her have a lot more pride than they let on. They don't like screwing up, and they don't like betraying any sort of weakness. So when you put somebody like her in a blade full of goal-oriented overachievers...

[C'mon, LaRue. Put two and two together here.]